Lost

I’m just a girl with one heart only.

I am in Love right now, but i gotta admit that i am scared to fall in love. I always failed on love. I’ve heard one of my guy friend said ‘Boys are stupid if they hurt me’ but they always do.

But that’s not the point…

I am scared now… Scared of everything.

I lost everything. My confidence, my power [not magic power lol], my mind, and my bestfriend The only thing that i think i still have is my bf.

I dont know what am i gonna be if i loose him as well.

I just can’t think of anything, i can’t decide anything, i can’t do anything. Too many bad moments happen at the same time. It’s all suddenly happening. It just like ‘BAM’! those bad moments come and hit me just like that!

If i can say, yeah it does hurt.